Taylor had 42 NO NUDES around her profile image when she contacted me. We have always been fine with no nudes and models can do their training at home if no nudes is their method of modeling, We have never asked a model who has never done nudes to do nudes. A pro would let the model chose their time and photographer. We certainly wouldn’t want someone trying to force a daughter of mine. I’m fine with nudity, graffiti nudity done as a woman, not a porn star but I want the best for our models and treat and do recommendations as I would for myself if a model.
Taylor started working with us right around the time she turned 19. From her story the first go around did not go well and the guy took the blame so the “I hate men started”. Never mentioned what the C section looking scar was about but what ever happened and the mom and dad separated or divorced there was a huge impact on Taylor. Taylor was doing different things that we sad this isn;t working out after the 3rd shoot.
Taylor contacted us 5 weeks later saying she really wanted for me to shoot her and she wanted to shoot nudes and wasn’t comfortable starting nudes with a guy tog or woman tog. I never just want to shoot nudes with anyone. Just nudes is not a successful path so told Taylor I’ll shoot your nudes but you need to start loving yourself and stir the self hate and hate of nudes if I’m going to shoot you nude. I don’t need nudes but you got to stop the negativity and work to be an awesome swimwear to fitness model and we can shoot your nudes and teach you as we go along but you also need to work in flexibility and start running.
Well, Taylor was new to everything nude and sexual but if she is going to travel 2.5 hours each way I’ll try and help if I see no negativity. Taylor is not a team player for me to do much teaching so success took so much more time than needed but as long as I see progress and more self love I’ll help Taylor become awesome
We are talking ground 1 but Taylor was trying and started to become sexual and loved toys. Taylor started buying expensive lingerie and that is huge for it signifies the start of self love and wanting to look good. Gooseberry is not cheap and Taylor bought several of their outfits.
Strange for Taylor and I worked together just under 5 years and she was so comfortable sexually around me yet we were never friends for Taylor didn’t do friends outside of her core group.
Taylor became different for as she started to feel sexy from our training with hair one color and two feet longer and healthy with Olive Oil or similar. Full eyebrows, teeth whiten to white, white, white. We then went to MAC and she sure loved learning to do makeup and there after it took awhile but sometimes Taylors makeup was awesome.
Doing all those changes together with running I saw a major improvement in Taylor and her posture to sexualliy really improved. Many models shooting nudes show up 3rd or 4th time with toys figuring it’s ok I know they enjoy toys. Taylor like the sexier models loved butt toys as well and my most anti nude model of all time is starting to become very sexual and so much energetic and feminine. I want the woman empowerment look, not a porn star look if I am going to shoot a model. Turn many away who asked me to shoot them for Playboy. Told many I had shot if I see them shooting any more stank with others, I’m all done working with them. I;m fine with spreads but as a woman and not interested in porn star looks.
Taylor went from desert dry to clean, clean wet with multiple orgasms and more like a man that only one other we know like that. Kate London. I don’t care about the modeling aspect if Taylor isn’t going to love herself and be proud of herself and feminine. !0 years down the road and our shooting long gone I want my help impacting Taylor as a woman and someone who can fall in love with a man or a woman. So this image you see here pleasuring herself is a great step for so many reasons.
Cute Taylor and I would shoot teasing video in daisy dukes etc and supposed to be just above PG but everytime Tayor became excited with how great she looked and felt and then she just stopped the PG and just went for it. That’s a great sign for Taylor the woman outside of modeling.